nope.
been about 2 years since i last blogged.
i stopped cos it got a little bit too depressing and repetitive.
lots of ups and downs in the last 2 years.
new job since i finished my internship. work has been challenging and rewarding at times.
Sometimes it's a burden.
my relationship with my first love developed and it will be my forever.
getting engaged was the best thing that ever happened to me.
other than graduating and getting registered.
but my relationship is still not perfect.
fights are always around the corner.
i always find myself sadden by the same person who sometimes makes me laugh and gives me joy and happiness money can't buy.
i read marriage books in hopes to help me. i find that it does. i find hope. i find education. i discover things about us. about me. which i hope will help us in our marriage.
all the squibbles that are happening now. makes me wonder. what would our marriage be like then?
it worries me. it does.
am i the only one who feels like this? why does it seem that we're the only ones squibbling like immature brats?
sigh. or am i just living in a presumption that all relationships should be like the fairy tales of continuous happy endings and a perfect forever?
cinderella finds her true love, the prince and they lived happily ever after.
maybe not? they will quarrel over every little detail. cos they are actually not perfect. no one is.
there you go. that's why i don't blog anymore. cos it's depressing. when i should be happy.
well, i am not.
i think i should go to sleep.
good night.
