had a busy weekend.
my ex housemate came over to stay.
sigh.
i am such a lousy friend.
dunno lah.
been feeling pretty miserable the whole week. fed up with the crap that has been happening.
feeling utterly angry at God. even though i shouldn't.
but i can't help it. i feel so hopeless. just left hanging by a thin thread.
feel so..........uselesss at times.
I really don't know if God really cares anymore or if He is really taking care of me or not.
*shrugs*
it's a full moon tonight.
i can see the moon from my room.
it's staring right at me. sigh.
glowing so beautifully. sigh.
and yet....i still feel lousy on the inside.
lousy for being angry at God. lousy for not being able to help the bf who's struggling. lousy for being so crappy and not even near ready for the exams.
sigh.
other than that. the weekend was filled with fun. took heaps of awesome photos.
it felt good to take good photos again.
i dont want the weekend to end. sigh.
too bad it did.
